There have been times when I wake in a cold sweat, heart pounding and eyes wide open, staring into the darkness of my room. The fear is real. The pursuit is relentless. The enemy is within inches of pulling me down when I am rescued by wakefulness. The nightmare continues in my mind as I lay there – awake – but thinking
about how I could have survived the attack.
These are the the images of being pursued! It is scary, exhausting, filled with danger. I experience the gazelle being chased by the cheetah…it is a race for life! Every dodge and turn can spell survival or death…my chest constricts – I hate this feeling! Can you relate? Have you felt this sense of looming doom? The constricting grasp of financial disaster; the oppressive pressure of unrelenting illness; the suffocation of loss and death. It pursues…it seeks to cripple and destroy! Can there be anything good about being pursued?
Would it surprise you, then to know that God pursues you? Would you be afraid to know that He desires to not only pursue and catch you but to devour you? We are marked by the Creator and sit squarely in His sights and are the object of His pursuit.
I suppose your view of God and His intentions will determine if this image scares you or thrills you. For me, it is both. God is both loving and good . He is both holy and just. His goodness and love fill me with the hope that He has nothing but my best in His plan. His justice and holiness send shivers down the spine of my selfish form. I don’t want to be pursued and captured by the One Who defines good and evil. I want to be engulfed by the One Who creates and gives life. I don’t have a choice – He is both!
How else can we explain His demotion to Earth? He, the Supreme Ruler, in the comfort and grandeur of His perfect Holy Place stoops to become mere man…to pursue us! How can we grasp the notion of Him walking among us and experiencing our smallness so that we would be able to see God with skin!…He pursues us! How can we justify our selfish pursuits for importance, success and significance when He willingly surrendered His life and power to the hands of hateful mob…He pursues us!
- God comes to Adam & Eve…to commune with His creation – He pursues them
- God comes to Cain; warns of sin at the door – He pursues him
- God comes to Abraham; shows him a Promise, a Plan – He pursues him
- God wrestles with Jacob, maims him, calls him Israel – He pursues him.
- Jesus comes to a lake, calls them to be fishers of men – He pursues them.
- God meets Saul on the road, blinds him, calls him Paul – He pursues him.
- God brings road block, pain, discomfort, blessing, joy, trial… – He pursues us.
Pursued, caught, conquered. It seems this is what we expect and yet, an almighty hand grabs hold and the glint of cutting steel catches our eye. The knife is not at our throat; it is at our side. We are helpless before the sheers and our Maker is removing the weight of our own overgrowth. The very things we hold closest to us, He lovingly cuts away and the unexpected result is a new sense of freedom…relief!
His pursuit is not to end my life but to fulfill it. His pursuit is not to devour me but to consume me. His pursuit is not to remove what I want but to give me what I need. His passionate pursuit of love stuns me; fills me with wondrous fear and finds me in my darkest hour. Without His pursuit of us, we would all be forever lost!
May you know the pursuing & consuming love of your Creator.
John 10:14-16
Open Mic: Share your thoughts
- How has God pursued you?
- How have you resisted His pursuit?
